toasthaste

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toasthaste wrote

if anyone gets engaged they better fuckin watch their step if they try to talk about it, got my eye on them

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toasthaste wrote (edited )

absolutely not a problem, just post!! all love Toast!!

teared up @ this, thank you friend

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toasthaste wrote

it's hard to feel like it'll happen again when I'm 30 and don't meet people and this is the first time, but I hope you're right. I'm not quite ready to focus on the things I've gained from this experience (recognizing this feeling in the first place! learning a lot about what I actually like in a romantic prospect, and what's less important than I used to think!) but I'm gettin there

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toasthaste wrote (edited )

I'm not happy that you relate cause, it sucks, but it's good to know I'm not alone. I always enjoy seeing you around online dogmantra <3

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toasthaste wrote (edited )

I'm glad you're able to feel your feelings

I tend to rely way too much on escapism and nonfeeling to deal with stuff so this resonated with me weirdly a lot and helped me to let myself actually feel things, thank you for saying it

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toasthaste wrote

my favorite innuendo for it was the game grumps calling it the backstreet boys reunion tour. wanna see how the historians deal with that one.

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toasthaste wrote

i know that getting it out of the way is better than spending an unknown amount of time thinking that this person miiiight like me back (and being wrong) but right now it fuckin sucks bigtime :(

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toasthaste wrote

powerful they may be but these pigeons are powerless to help me unless they are going to date me >:0

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toasthaste wrote

lol yeah but it was good for helping me find my resolve. I wallowed for a bit and probably have a bit more wallowing to do later but for right now I'm doin ok and feeling like it's good I got it out of the way

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toasthaste wrote

(will probably say sad words later cause this is one of very few online communities I do not share with them)