toasthaste

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toasthaste wrote

just want to say the names of some of his other videos I like. wowza. in a perfect world. thank you for your time (that's not a video title that last one is me)

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toasthaste wrote (edited )

i remember not liking it at all when I first saw it, and then somehow time passing aged it incredibly well

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toasthaste wrote (edited )

your discord status said something about wishing you luck with job thingies, listen im just following orders (will feel very silly if it turned out i misread something but oh well!!! good luck anyway!!!!)

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toasthaste wrote

oh this is a really fun idea. $179 far too rich for my blood though

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toasthaste wrote

you can't do this!!!!! this isn't the day when it's allowed!!!!! how could you

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toasthaste wrote (edited )

I super don't want someone to help me imagine those scenarios, brain conjuring them up endlessly against my wishes already XD

I know Joy, I know what she's like in relationships, I've met her partners-- those relationships are NOT going anywhere. She is VERY VERY good at relationships! She is a devoted and committed partner and those are explicitly Maximum Commitment Life Partnerships. Sure, unexpected unlikely things can always happen but just. Thinking that way lies madness.

it fucking sucks

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Yeah, it really sucks. And then of course part of my brain-- because we both WANT to date each other, and get a lot out of it-- is going haywire with "well maybe some of the circumstances will change one day." I mean they theoretically COULD, but. I worry I'm gonna holding a candle for her, going "who knows, maybe something'll change" forever if I let myself.

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toasthaste wrote

yeah I think I could probably get preeeetty far if I put the time into it (tho I genuinely think the hardest stuff is just fundamentally beyond my skill level/reaction time), but I thought about it and decided that I just didn't have it in me to spend that kinda time on it! and gosh the steel soul stuff, if I got pretty far and failed I think I'd just give up, I don't have the determination, the chutzpah

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toasthaste wrote

yeah I think this is the correct way to be about it. I was briefly more in the mindset of "maybe silksong come out soon?" but I have since learned better

still check the team cherry site every month or three tho

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toasthaste wrote

holy shit. I had no idea your power. I love hollow knight and am very average at it, this is something else