no environmentalization? i am dying

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i am the token anti-astrology person in my queer friend circles. i have the benefit of being a pretty good counterexample. i went to school with a person who was born 6 minutes after me, in neighboring rooms of the same wing of the same hospital. our star charts are basically identical, but our personalities, goals, temperaments, etc are nothing alike. growing up, this was just a fun coincidence our parents would joke about at school functions, but once i encountered people who genuinely did believe that a person's star charts have a predictive quality, it became really useful information.

but regardless of whether astrology is real or not, i think belief in it can do real harm, in the same way that many unjustified beliefs can. i grew up in an oppressive evangelical conservative christian environment, so i have a lot of nuanced and complex feelings about this kind of magical thinking, which is endemic to that environment albeit in a different form. several people i know who escaped from those same circles ended up getting into astrology, tarot, and other supposed forms of divination, and i have observed a lot of the same unhealthy behaviors around them as were present in the people i knew in the church, as well as people who are into this stuff who were never in the church. in the church, i saw people break off promising, healthy relationships because they didn't want to be "unequally yoked" (the religious jargon term in these circles for being in a relationship with someone who does not share your belief system) and end up lonely and hurting for years as a result. similarly i've seen my astrology friends break off relationships due to supposedly incompatible star signs, to the same effect. i've seen people be pressured by church leaders into making drastic life decisions, often abandoning talents, hobbies, or life goals because "nothing should be more important to you than god", and i've seen people make similarly drastic life-altering decisions on the basis of a palm reading, a tarot spread, or a dire horoscope.

i think the best argument for this kind of thing, and a defense i've heard raised by many people who do engage with these beliefs and practices (including my own partner), is that it can act as a kind of sounding board to help amplify and untangle one's own thoughts and feelings on a subject. this is something i can sympathize with to a degree. i am the kind of person who is easily paralyzed when i have to make a choice among several competing options. for a while, i used to carry a die with me so i could break through these feelings of indecision by just picking a choice at random. however, as i used this method, i noticed that there were times where i would roll the die, and then be unhappy at the result - a sign that i really did have an opinion, but one that i wasn't able to understand or acknowledge until i saw the die select a different option for me. if someone is engaging with astrology or other forms of magical thinking on this level - as a tool for greater self-knowledge, in which the real lived experience of the self overrides any notions of supposed authority of the unjustified belief - then i think it can be useful. the problem is in the way that the concept of "spiritual authority" is used to control human behavior - that absolutely does real harm, regardless of if the authority in question is a church elder, an astrologer, a cartomancer, a book, etc.

hey, wait a minute! this is just feudalism with extra steps! 🤬

i mean it Tastes... but there's Nothing in it on the label. so i have to imagine whatever they put in there to make it Taste is actually Something, just in small enough quantities that it legally qualifies as Nothing. i don't know the first thing about food science, i just know that someone told me artificial sweeteners were bad for me as a kid, and whenever i see a blank nutritional label for something that isn't actually exactly just water i get a little suspicious

yeah i like crystal light which is basically the same idea as the koolaid stuff, my tap water has a pretty funky taste that filters don't really remove very well so i just try to cover it up instead. probably not the healthiest thing i could be consuming but it makes it a lot easier to get 80+ fl oz of water in me a day, i figure it's better than being lowkey dehydrated in a high altitude low humidity environment

that is also how i feel about it! i haven't had time to progress to a level where i can build "real" stuff with it but the few toy programs i've built were very satisfying. i also love the convention rust has for organizing the tests with the relevant code.

we can be tumblr friends if you want mine is theorynoodle

this is me let's be friends https://cohost.org/musou

all software projects eventually grow to the point where they include a preemptive scheduler, or something like that

this was after my time a bit but i remember my younger sibling liking this show

well we have two hands so i think the limit should be two rocks. i think a mortar and pestle technically counts as two rocks

this is why i stuck with TwitterOS Blockchain Classic Premiere (Game of the Year Edition), all the other forks are full of this kind of nonsense

why can't i hold all these loose molecules???

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ooh, is there a guide available? i'd love to try this out.

ah, another machine that doesn't kill fascists

everything we love and find meaning in will eventually be decontextualized and commodified to the fullest possible extent unless its creators specifically take steps to prevent this from happening. actually i think the way instrumental hiphop often gets treated as a kind of aural furniture rather than something worth paying attention to and experiencing for its own sake probably contributes to this happening because there's no shared cultural practices or values being transmitted along with the experience of the music itself

no sorry i mean american biscuit dough. this kind of thing. although now i'm curious to see if i can fry cookie dough. my guess is there's probably not enough water in it

i love donuts but making em from scratch is a pain. cause you have to let em rise, and it takes a while, and really dry air (like i have) can cause issues with that whole process. but you can just get the refrigerated cans of biscuit dough and cut each biscuit dough circle in half and fry that and it's pretty much exactly the same thing. i like nutmeg+cinnamon+sugar on mine but you can also glaze em or whatever you like.

i like water a lot more now that i moved to a place where it doesn't have lead in it. it's p good

i tune my drums too ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

so confy